Wednesday, September 14, 2005
My beginning;
my forever.
Lord,
I feel so surreal towards my surrounding; I feel as though what I am experiencing in reality were in dreams, and what I dreamt were in reality. Those bad dreams have left me to cry and to cringe on my bed.
I want to brave through this period with You, my Sovereign Lord. Simply because the strength I possess now, I can never see myself till the end point. So, Lord, help me to know that with every ounce of Strength that is coming out from me, comes from You. Help me recognize that.
I want You to be the keeper of my mental state - that I will be strong and allow You to carry me through. O Prince of Peace, grant me the Peace that my heart needs and let it not flutter. Shine in me, Lord, that the people around will know it is not by my strength did I manage everything, but You.
Amen.
maoed.]
at 7:16 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//